Walking Through an Invisible Wall

Boredom became the norm
Excitement seems like a dream,
Glimpses of better days flash by
Lost is ambition....

Still desiring contentment
Not expecting much,
Days that dreams were built on
Seem to only come at night,

Even sleep wont come easy
Television now constantly till the days end,
Not feeling sorry for myself
As long as I`m singing in my mind,

Its always up to me
To make this change
Walking through this darkness
Is easier than living in it