Fills me

I just want to cry
To the point I want to die
I just want to scream
Where everyone can be seen
The evil that fills me
I just want sleep
And be at peace
I just want to burn
Because it's oddvious
I can't learn
I just want to cut
So I can feel the hurt
It's one of the perks
I just want to feel
For something to be real
And prove that I'm not pure evil