I wonder what you were thinking,
or were you deluded enough
to think that nothing was wrong?
Did you hear me crying,
or was that not enough
to break your silence?
It was good for a while to know
that you weren't aware I was hurting,
but it crushed my soul now
that we both know I am alive,
and I don't even know if you are glad!
And if you think apologising
will win me back,
I ask myself, and you,
so you even know me at all?
Because you have said it all before,
each time your words becoming emptier still,
and I guess that truth
is all I needed to know.
