I made such a big mistake
by not telling you my secrets
when you had no doubt
that I was hiding them inside,
but did you know why?
I sat by your side,
feeling my tears drying,
playing with your rings
which always made me feel so safe -
this is where my home was.
I belonged in your arms
and I knew that telling you my secrets
would make him keep his promise to me,
of destroying the best thing in my life.
But I made such a big mistake
because I still broke his other rules,
by touching you, cuddling you,
and continuing to love you,
and so he made you disappear
just like he promised me he would.
