I push everyone so far away
because no matter how hard I try,
I always end up having to watch them go.
I let my walls come down for you,
opened the gates to my heart for you-
believing we would be as solid as stone,
but I stupidly fell into another lie.
Suddenly, the truth hits me hard,
when I realise that every time
I let you wrap your love around my heart,
fooling me into thinking love was kind,
behind my back you were
squeezing my heart full of pain.
