ONCE AGAIN

Though I hate to admit it
But I screwed up again
Sure this one would be different
Please don't try to explain

I believed that we could do this
Cause some history we share
Now that both of us is single
Can't be labeled affair

We spent several nights together
Last week two in a row
Heard you whispering in my ear
That you want a little more

I'll admit that I've been lonely
And you made me feel so safe
Getting close makes me nervous
Yet I fell in your embrace

As we laid down together
And I drifted to sleep
Asked myself is this for real
Or part of a vivid dream

Now my texts have gone unanswered
There's a problem with your phone
This is a familiar feeling
I've heard all these words before

I don't mean to be so negative
But rejection is what I know
I'm not looking for compassion
Disappointment I won't show

Once again I'm feeling stupid
Should have never let you stay
Should have never let you kiss me
Should have made you go away