THIS TIME

Thought this time might be different
Hoped that this time you'd stay
Maybe now I'd be special
Nothing stood in our way...

But just like I predicted
With your confidence high
I'm no longer your preference
No more instant replies...

It's like you only seek me
When you're needing a fix
Of one or the other
Or of both in a mix...

You were hurt and in need of
Someone who would comply
With your inner desires
Only I could provide...

Really? What was I thinking?
Can't pretend anymore
That again I'm not good enough
Like the two times before...

Hoped this time would be different
Thought that this time you'd stay
Maybe this time you'd love me
This time was not today...