Why is it you decide to stop talking to me?
Why is it that I feel it's my fault?
I wish I knew the reason....
I wish I knew your feelings....
I wish I knew why I keep falling for you over and over again....
Every time we text or I get a snapchat from you I think I'm on your mind,
I think that I might have the chance I've been waiting for for so long...
I just wish you would tell me exactly why I keep thinking and praying that you would see how much you mean to me...
I also hope and pray you feel the same somewhere inside of you....
I will be here for you but I wish I could be the one you call every night when you are able to talk...
I want to be that person that makes you smile and the one you hope to come home to see.
I want you to know that if there even is a chance for us and I want to make the best of it...
No matter how far away you are or how many hours are between us I want to have the chance to show you that you mean so much to me.
I want you to understand that our friendship will never end if we go down that path, I will be here for you whatever our status...
They say that you want to be with your best friend because you know their intentions and you can tell them anything, well you are my best friend.
I want to be able to tell you how my day was; I want to be able to tell you what's troubling me and I want you to be able to do the same...
I wish we were what we could be.
