Hmm, the part that grabbed me especially was when you mentioned "meat eaters" and you have no "flesh to chew from".
Love this confession write, Luce. Your perspective is always fresh to read. I feel like I've experienced this before too, maybe in a different way, but like you can read words, be affected by them, yet know they are not your own. And you want that inspiration to. You don't want to force it like others perhaps.