Love and loss

I close my eyes and being to pray and think of all the wonderful things I got to do today. trying to keep my mind off of you and the words you said an when we use to pray. I took a chance an now an angle gone. My be because I did things wrong. Ill be OK just have to take it day by day. I wish you the best I know god will take care of the rest. Goodbye to you and all your lies you devils helper in disguise.