Do you ever get those night where you get triggered by something or someone to look at your past.
To look at what you had with your ex's ?
To look what friendships you had at one point in time?
Have you ever wondered what happened to all that?
Have you ever wondered where you went wrong?
Have you ever wondered what disasters could happen with the choices you make now?
Or how your life could be so different if you have made alternate decisions?
Its like that guy who was your best friend and boyfriend for years just upped and disappeared, but in reality you know you pushed him away because of stupid decisions.
Its like that guy who completely did a 180 degree turn around just to win your heart, and you messed that up too.
Its like that guy who would break anybody's face just for looking at you wrong and you told him to back off because you felt you weren't getting enough attention.
Its that friendship you destroyed when you decided to flirt and date both of them just to make the other jealous.
And while you're looking back into the memories you have of these people you feel your heart sink just because you feel like things could've been so different.
