Mmm..Narph..I love all of your thoughts that you put up here because they make me think. This one I think is about pressure that is put on you to continue study although you are questioning you ability and need to do so. I just get the impression that you feel you're doing it to please someone else at the moment? If my thought are correct (and they're probably not lol) have you considered a gap year?

I love how you put you thoughts into this. Responsibility.. Why do we need it eh lol