Beautiful! I totally get having to be on guard to protect yourself from one's that come to do you harm. I'm glad you allow yourself to stand down and to be yourself even if it's in the wee hours of the night, your words express that and I want to thank you for allowing me a glimpse of that.

Andrea

A beautiful sadness covers this poem but as Brenda points out, it is nice to see that you do find peace sometimes - even in the dead of night. Mind you, it sounds lovely to me....

Love to you, Andrea,
Ben

"Under the moon
while all is asleep
that is when I spiritually
connect and unwind".

These are my favorite lines.
I just can feel the peace. Even during the darkest night to remain true to yourself. Take care