An emotional portrayal of heart ache and pain carried forward. I like the positive piece in the middle turning your back on the bad memories and closing the door them one and for all.

"To much pain that's caused so much heartache"
Spotted a typo, 'to' should be 'too'. That said the ending hit me hard, I've thought like that a lot, and just want to say that deal with that feeling, make that feeling end, it's worth it. (:

Hope to see you posting more.

I too felt something at the end. That's my favourite part. Very sad, yet lovely.
Keep writing.
~S