Helpless

Endless dreaming
Your pictures still on the wall
Eyes beaming
I seem to stall
Can’t figure this out
Clouded by the purple haze
Surrounded in doubt
Left in a daze
Avoiding sorrow
By any way possible
Wake up tomorrow
To find out it’s impossible
Nothing left in my mind
Except my doubts and concerns
I feel confined
Waiting for when reality returns
Trying to avoid thinking about you
But I’m addicted
All my mistakes I made to review
My sanity has been afflicted
Can’t seem to gain control
Of anything at all
I don’t feel whole
Taking a fall
Just laying here helpless
Feeling blue
Can’t progress
Because I can’t stop thinking of you