I'd say that crashing is a good thing here, but that is just how I read it, probably.

This reminds me so much a ddavidd type poem where the reader has to think twice about what they are reading and at the third attempt are still trying to fathom it out and then......their brain crashes. Very interesting write missy!

Looks like writing has taken its toll and the muse decided to take a trip! Over burning and over doing and then comes a point where the pen falls and the mind, heart and emotions have all been emptied out. It has taken its toll and finally crashed..even in this write you have caught the reader with your words!