Deep inside I want to cry
as living with this silence daily
leaves me sick to my stomach,
wishing I was drowning
in your hurtful words instead.
I had to say goodbye
because everything was starting to fall apart
and as we reached the end,
you had become the main source of my pain.
There is nothing you can do
to justify the way you treated me,
and just because you say you are sorry
does not mean I will ever forgive you
for stealing my heart
and using it at your disposal.