I have no more words to say
They've all been filtered away.
No more words to describe my day
Or syllables left to relay.
I have no more words to say
I've pushed them all away.
We know I've had a shitty day
So what more is there to relay?
I have no more wordsto say
They've all up and run away;
Because I've screamed them all day
And my feelings i still failed to relay.
I have nothing more to tell
I finally stumbled and fell.
I have no more happiness to sell
No more words to yell.
I have nothing more to tell
I took too high a leap and inevitably fell.
No one's buying the fake smiles i sell,
No one believes me no matter how loud i yell.
I have no more words to say
I have nothing left to tell.
No one listens to me anyway;
I'm stuck in a paradoxical Hell.
Because it seems the louder i yell
The faster my words fall away.
My smile's dried up, i have no more to sell
And I've wasted my time standing here today.
I have certainly felt like this at times. A moment comes when you are just sick to the stomach of pretending for others - putting on a smile that simply covers misery or upset. You can reach a point where you just think 'why am I doing this - why bother?' It sounds like you have reached this point.