Life Goes On

These past few years have been tough
These past few years have been rough
Losing people close to me
Feeling like I'm no longer free

Holding on to you so tight
Every single time we fight
I run off back home to bed
Crying my eyes out while re-living it in my head

You know I wish I wanted more
But it's hard every time we close that door
I don't want you to feel like it's you
I just don't want the things you do

In this case its me and not you
So move on and do the things you do
I am leaving this is it goodbye
I'm sorry, I need to spread my wings and fly

I need to feel the light again
Summer and Spring, not cocaine
I need to feel the sunshine on my skin
Not feel trapped inside this sin

I always feel lost
Like a dark soul
Waiting for you to realise
I am just not whole

I want to tell you to your face
I just cant disappoint you in your own space
Please let me go
I want to leave

Don't hold on
Stop saying you love me
I need to go
To Fly, be free

I will miss you
My darling man
But 8 years together
Is a lot longer than I planned

We have travelled far and wide
But now its time to say goodbye