Slipping back into old habbits

by deeplydesturbed   May 27, 2016


Last night I couldn't sleep at all
For there was a huge storm
Last night I didn't sleep at all
I just couldn't get myself warm

Last night I couldn't sleep at all
It was my own fault
Last night I didn't sleep at all
My mind was as black as asphalt

I decided to try once again
How it would feel to cut
How come every time it rains
I fall into a rut

I decided to have a swig of booze
To keep it out of mind
But eventually it won
How can I be so blind

I always go back to the one sound I hear
With blood falling from my vein
I really hoped this time it would help
To ease all of my pain

Last night I couldn't sleep at all
For there was a huge storm
Last night I didn't sleep at all
I just couldn't get myself warm

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  • 7 years ago

    by Lucifer

    If by Cutting our veins, our problems could be solved, 70 percent of the population wiped out already.
    You know Nams my idol is Stephen hawking. if he can goes through all of this and still survive, so can we.

    • 7 years ago

      by deeplydesturbed

      Great way of looking at it Lucifer. Thank you for taking the time to read some of my older poems. Some I forgot i even had!

  • 8 years ago

    by Em

    A very personal, powerful write.

    I've been in my storm for too long. Time will heal us.

    Em

  • 8 years ago

    by Marvellous

    Within every scar, healing dwells. When it gets tensed up, win is close.

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