Endings

You desired,
I was sightless,
Diverse intensities,
Excruciating feelings,
So-called overwhelming,
Love.

Incomprehension of love,
Difference of affection,
Variance of hearts,
Your shoulder establishment,
My icebox from the unknown,
Heartless.

Suffocation of humanity,
Craving the freedom,
Vanilla consumes you,
Sinister thoughts devour me,
Defeating differential opinions making me,
Unhappy.

Falsify the blame,
Shove the responsibility,
Mold reality,
Place the blinders,
Of who accountably possesses,
Fault.

Overabundant remorse,
Memories suffocate,
The fortifications falter,
Buried by obstructions,
Submerge by the burdening,
Guilt.

Relish in the solidarity,
Of my own personality,
Blissful independence,
Suboptimal monogamy,
Denunciations as callous and immoral,
Slut.

Despite the scandalous presence,
Existing principles exceed,
The unnatural infidelity,
Of consequences my past cautions,
Strengthen resilient and unwavering,
Morals.

Friends who once acquainted me,
False family who never sought me,
Bricks held by solely cemented affection,
Makes unstable ground for a tower,
A castle of partnership crumbles to a stop,
Ending.