Notes & wishes, hugs & kisses

Spill myself
-unto paper, like blood from deep wounds
will myself
-to write words filled with doom
thrill myself
-with narcotics booze and mushrooms
-kill myself
-because that's all that's left to do
steel myself
-in case these words just might be true
I'm still myself
-but I'd probably rather be you
you, you yourself
-always sunshine on cloudy days
true to yourself
-flawless and graceful in your ways
you fuel yourself
-canned happiness that never goes away
stay yourself
-a wish from me, on my last day