Shanky, a beautiful, enthralling write by you. I can only assume its about someone you watch from afar.

When my eyes shut,
My heart will follow
But before my brain does, I wish to say I love you too .
^^
This is the most beautiful part of this piece as you are willing to give your love to this person and (I feel) tell them how much they mean to you after you close your eyes but before your brain closes thus dying. I'm not sure.

My advice Take the leap. Em