Your steel blue eyes and your beautiful black hair,
Your skin a mix of pale and tan
Still you are breathtakingly adorable,
When I had the chance I should've turned around and ran.
But still you're captivating and precious,
Your smile the only light I have seen in days,
You have always been a support for me,
And you have helped me out in so many ways.
Your constant support and caringness,
Your love I cannot live without,
Without you I wouldn't even be breathing,
When you found me I was suffocation and could shout.
The veil of emotions you broke through,
The armor of steel you tore away,
So many nights have I spent crying,
And you have helped me get through the day.
I don't think you realize it but you're important to me,
And I know you know you are,
I've told you a million times I love you,
But the meaning behind those three words goes far.
I've told myself I won't miss you,
But I know it's a total lie,
I'm lost without your guidance,,
And without you I've retreated to being shy.
Your silence weighs on me like a rock,
Your absence hurt me more than I can say,
My pleas and screams are deafening,
I miss you in every single way.
At night the dreams haunt me,
Reminding me you're no longer here,
Two months down two more to go
And it feels like you've been gone for over a year.
I miss you more than words can say
as tears stream down my face,
I silently reach out to you,
And promise myself nobody will take your place.