The demons inside.

I'm sorry you see?
There is no one to blame but me.
No exuces to veil the choices I made.
So why do I feel like I've cursed my name?

I am bleeding inside,
and I can no longer hide.
My demons have arrived.

I am sorry you see?
And I know you say you forgive me.
But I've realized I've lost
And I'm to weak to deal with the cost.

I'm drowning inside.
I no longer have something to hide behind.
My demons have come to play.
And they will no longer hesitate.

I am sorry you see?
I never meant to play.
I never meant to start any games.

My feelings I have are pure,
And yes I know you are unsure.
I can hear it in your voice.
The trust I have destroyed.

But I am truly sorry you see?
For I never meant to hurt you.
I never meant to play.
But I don't think that I can simply walk away.

These demons are the consequences to my choices.
This I know and understand.
But they are reluctant to let me go.
For I am now under their control.

They tear me to shreds inside.
And I have no where to run and hide.
No one sees what they do to me.
And all I wish is to be free.

I extend my hand one last time.
From the ground I lay,
I look you in the eyes.
Please be my hero one last time?

Please forgive me for the pain I have caused.
And give me a chance to mend the wounds I have inflicted.
Or these demons will forever be addicted.