Slowly eating away at my pride,
Self judgment seem harsher than ever before,
claws sink in deeper pulling me back into the depth of the core abyss dark and uncharted section of my mind.
i find myself changing the direction of my thought pattern with no successful,
Just more confusion and stress to contend with.
I'm my own worse enemy,
Withered and drained by myself inflicted notions,
am I in control am I really the host or am I just under the assumption I have the wheel but really where heading off track and I cant turn back,
Physical pain mental strain inhabited on my brain.
very unsettling motion like a storm riddled ocean,
Waves crash and breakdown the coastal cliff side,
like my pride the rocks erode away slowly exposing my insides makin me vulnerable to others afflictions.
U take my breath away constricting my chest every time u walk my way.
The ugly sight hidden in all behind the windows to our soul,
Only exposed as a whole when alone with a reflection as cold as the heart of the beast,
A catastrophic event is upon us the smell of fear seeping through the vents around us.
Driving the beast crazy locked in the cage of Your will power left to fill with rage,
it's adrenaline has engaged and it's coming out to play,
You're its first pray, you're what it wants, u!
