Dream reality

There you where,
In my dreams,
Or was it my dreams,
Before I feel,
I slit my wrists,
And in agony and pain,
I took the medicine,
But they just made me sleep so I feel to my pillow,
And there you where at the end of the tunnel,
I could see you standing there,
With a Smile on your face,
But I knew that you where dead,
So was I dead as well,
Or did I pull through.