I can't breath in this ocean of emotion,
I'm trapped in self hating, loathing, doubt with no escaping.
I can't move on, though I try...but you died,
I want this torment to end! But the reaper will not bend.
Yes the blame is mine, I didn't answer you in time,
The face of pure evil, is the one that I wear...and its lethal.
The suicide belongs to us both, it took you,
and it took my hope.
