This world brings to much pain,
I am connected to it all.
I feel to much, most feel too little.
None understand me,
Sometimes not even my lover.
My soul hurts to be in this world,
because I'm not of this world.
I don't feel at home,
Rather I'm lost and stuck.
I just want to go,
Get away from pain,
From blood shed.
I do not consume animals and I am mocked,
I do not party and I am boring,
I do not conform so I am wrong.
Why would I want to stay...where I am not welcome?