Yakari, this is another enthralling and powerful write by you and I will have to say personal, again but who knows.
We can all easily relate to this, the envy of wanting what somebody else has and though we shouldn't, we do. I love the hard-hitting ending though it's somewhat sad that you feel 'limited' especially in this day and age but these kinds of things are still happening all too often.
I love how you write your thoughts down, so raw and without holding back. It's what makes you a great poet.