The past has its way of creeping up on people and bring them down.
The experiences we go through either make up better and stronger or worse and bitter.
So why do I let you get the best of me when I hate you so much for the things you've done.
Why cant I let my nightmares go and fears be forgotten.
I hate myself for letting you take control of me for so long.
you've hurt me in so deep that it cant ever heal and become a scar from the past.
why do I feel like it want to repeat itself and make me remember that I can be brought down.
How come I fell into this trap knowing I could've found another way around.
please let me go and feel the happiness I thought I was getting when you left my life.
you left my life and I finally saw a bright light of happiness for me, for my future.
