I was so cold in such a dark and icy world,
I never knew such numbness could exist within me,
but I became even colder after loving you,
even number after losing you.
I'm trying not to blame myself
for you taking your heart away -
but you know that would be impossible for me.
It feels like every second chance you gave me,
I managed to screw up,
and now I have to try to live inside the mess I made.
I tried so hard to face each day like you taught me,
but I just couldn't stand the pain,
and you never understood that I was terrified
to one day find you gone.
I tried so hard for you,
but I was only good at letting you down...
and I really don't blame you
for shutting our love down.
