I never wanted to disappoint you
but I am aware that I made more mistakes
than I could ever count.
I thought your love was unconditional,
never thinking that you had rules to follow -
but then maybe I am just unlovable?
I am sorry for all the poor excuses I ever made,
but please don't remember me as a waste of your time,
please remember that all I ever wanted
was for you to love this heart of mine.
I don't want you to hate me,
but I really can't live another day without you.
You once said distance would never matter,
and if you did ever really love me,
please still love me when I reach Heaven tonight.
Please don't forget my heart,
for it loved you so much to
live in a world without you,
than to live in a world apart from you.
