Demeanor of the confident
The loner of the school
Trying to maintain my existence
Without being the fool
My humiliation gave them prosperity
To fuel my embarrassment as fun
Until I had had enough
To not take anything from anyone
Turning me into a monster
That was only standing ground
Whenever I was provoked
To trouble that was found
I was everything I wasn't
Only understanding to some
My parents feel my pain
But don't like what I've become
My father prays for me to change
My mother said she would never need me
Either way it goes
I'm numb to everything that I can be
I hate what I've inherited
But this is all I know how to be
From being told I wasn't shit
To no one will ever want me
Leaving from the love
That was taking too long
Trying to do right
In a world ok with living wrong
I guess you can call this my life
My one and Only
And to the death, I must prevail
To conquer my testimony
