I never judged you,
but now I see you didn't do the same with me:
and I wish I had.
You let go of my hand without question,
as my whole was turning black.
You proved to me that everyone
will always lie then leave,
and now I will never feel secure again,
but I still love you all the same.
If you know how much I hated you
and cursed your name for making me stay
when all I wanted to do was run,
but I hate myself for loving you just the same.
Even though you do not care any more,
and nothing will ever make this right again,
you proved to me that everyone
will always lie then leave,
taking every single piece of you with them...
but I still love you just the same,
even though you drowned me in this pain.
