So as you go on continue with your masked happiness,
The both of you staring and glaring as if I have a gift to offer.
Inside me now, filled with so much regret wanting the best for myself but I see nothing ahead of me, hallucinations still come.
Bothering friends without any true faithful love.
They both mock and laugh at my guilt,
My guilt of my youthood,yet still here.
I am surviving day by day waiting to cave to leave this realm and never to see your fake love again.
