Chain Of Despair

So my inked stains submitted onto paper,
My first saying 'see you later'
Pushed in that park not wanting to date her.

My dedication for you, all three but one,
My soul priesting away, where is your nun?

Now let your wings of old spread and take you where your heart desires,
Let me groove away like the pied piper.

Causing myself bodily harm
All I want from you is your smiling charm.
But now I lift my heart up,
Eating the life bread and drinking the soul cup.