I hate every thought of you
Good or bad
You were the darkest hell
Disguised as heaven
Surrender was all I knew
But I surrendered to a lie
You were an ocean
And I loved to swim
Unaware you were tainted
Acidic
Eating away at my very core
You smiled
While you were killing me
Drowning me
Devouring me
You left me to die
But I lived
Live
With you
Burned into my skin
Memory
And I hate that you exist
That I let you get that far
That deep
It feels like you've stolen a piece of me
And I want it back
