I tell myself to fight
Digressing the need
Of wanting love that was never felt
I'll fail if I don't proceed
They act as if I don't feel
I care the most ,When they care the least
Turning the crying girl inside
Into a raging beast
The content of this behavior
Has cost me some friends
A few family members
And hurtful ends
They believed the lies
From what was heard by hosts
They chose abandon me
When I needed them most
In their eyes I play the victim
And I left on my own
Turning cheek to their actions
From what was really shown
It's sad it's come to this
Everyone with resistance
Having to care from afar
Loving from a distance
I was made to understand
But not to be understood
What I envisioned was steel
That only turned out to be wood
They took the bad over
What I brought to do good
I'd run away from it all
And never come back if I could
