You walked away
from us
cause I could
never ask you to stay
in all the quiet moments
that you hurt me
Lying that
you never felt
masochists
always coming back
in the darkness
of our sweat
begging to hear
our need
so
I hate you
because I can't stop
the painful memories
of abuse
I hate you
because I never cared
how you used me
I only wanted you near
so I could hurt you as much
as you hurt me
sadists
we've become
wanting
only for that pain
is this
how love is truly
meant to be?
