Things seem to be going fine
so why am I stuck
in a feeling
I can't get away from
or figure out
my heart is heavy
and I feel like throwing up
tears were shed suddenly
over things I can't fathom
or can I?
maybe I can
but my initial reaction
is one I'm not proud of
I was convinced that
there was only one way
to deal with this feeling...
cut myself
to relieve the tension
and feel it disappear
wrong...there's another way
close my eyes
look to the skies
and pray to my Father
the one to whom
I owe my very life
in the mean time
I would like to know
what's wrong with me
and how do I fix it?
