Locked

I am locked inside a cell of darkness
around me is my pain and sadness.
Why can't I find the light,
The light which is the key to my soul.
My soul which is tortured is my cell.
Can someone please bring me light.
There is a person standing next to the light that i need
and all they do is stand there and staring at me
like some animal in a cage.
I want to find the light so i can be free to walk in the sunshine
Free to love myself and the ones who love me.
God why do you keep me locked in this cell?
If i was only like all the others
Free, happy and warm in the sunshine.
All i want is to be free
Help me find the light
I pray to thee for freedom
but when i am released from the cell i get pushed back
in away from the sun,
away from the light,
away from the sun,
and back into my pain.
End my pain,
stop the tears,
stop my heart from ever beating again
I cry for the end ,
i plee to be away from the never ending darkness
I am still here locked inside my cell
you walked away but i am still here
inside a cell of darkness
Find me the light
I want to be free to walk in the sun.
Birth is the way into the terrible world
Death is the way into the heavens above
So bring me out of this world.
Evil is consuming
It takes you in and have a heart stopping grip
It will not let go
I need to find the light
Freedom is what i want be i can't get
I get pain and sorrow
I get darkness and no light
I get rain instead of sunshine
I get hate in place of love
I get cotton instead of silk
I get dirt instead of grass and trees
I get demons instead of friend and family
I get hell instead of heavens
if i could only reach the light
If it was only with in my grasps
No, i am sucked into a cell
Which is my life
my life which is death
I want it to end.
Make it end.
I want to be free for the pain
I want a life in heaven
Instead of death in hell.