Hello,

I don't recall ever reading a more honest and painful write.

Life shapes us, makes us who we are. Your man has found you and you him. Your love will help mend the damage from the past, Lance the poison that has been a destructive force in your life.

You need help to truly realise that you are beautiful inside and out. You need help to discover that any past wrongs are not your fault! People that prey on the innocent are selfish scum who ruin other people's life's. The sad thing is most of the time, they are trusted family or friends.

I say it again: It's not your fault! !!

But, you can affect change. You can step off this road of hard knocks and seek professional help. Believe me it's worth it. It will be hard facing demons, but once you discover who they are and why they linger, you'll be able to set them free and walk a new path.

(((Hugs))) x

Naomi, this was painful to read and I guess more painful for you to wrote and very brave of you as Michael said there hasn't been a more honest write that I have read either.

You tell us how you went from a happy girl to this withdrawn one and it made my heart ache. I always say eyes never lie.
For your mum to take this evil mans side os unforgivable and I truly am sorry for that.

There is a bigger and better world out there but I know how the darkness feels on these situations, they seem to protect us from something, why I will never know.

I am here, huge hugs.
Em

Well, thank you, Naomi. Into the very doldrums of Hell I plunge as I read, grasping for air that gets hotter and heavy with ash - despair washing over me - and the sun disappearing from view for the
very

last

time!

No seriously, this really cheered me up :(

A personal and almost tragic read that you have written well and been thoroughly honest with throughout.

Well done,

Ben

Naomi, ok, now I am seriously depressed. This is such a raw sad write. It's not easy to "bare it all" and write so openly. You did just that and I thank you for being so open. It really is a beautiful write, I'm sorry you've had to go through this in your young life, it's not fair. I'm glad you have been seeing someone, it's good to be able to talk to someone, especially when the world goes sideways. Hugs-Brenda

What a tear jerking melodious flow! Raw and honest. Thanks so much for sharing and wishing for your healing.

Well written...so sad. Smudged ink is the perfect title for this! Its marvelously poetic

I agree, this is one of your best pieces.

Well done, dear