After all these year
all the tears
I never thought it would lead to this
I'm finally happy
and for that I must be punished
Those pills they gave me?
to help me sleep at night
I took them all , Mom
I even laughed
laughed insanely
threw my head back
and laughed
in the face of death
so maybe you'll find me and you'll cry
but don't worry about me,
I've been dead for years
