I want to be happy for you,
you found a new friend.
I want to be proud of myself because of you,
you look up to me so much that you choose the best people as friends.
I want to be delighted that you have learned to trust me so much that you know i wont get angry at you.
your right, i wont, i just get sad because what few friends i had are now yours.
I get scared because i don't want you making the same mistakes i did.
i get depressed because you have grown so quickly and it will soon be time for me to leave you.
