Buried alive

My words unspoken
Locked in my head

Shadows forming
Clogging my thoughts
Her demons are about
Spiritually tormenting me

Directly towards my temple
My mind and body wrestles
I still love you
I don't want to

How do you get to decide?
To say f you
Without looking back

Why wasn't I enough?

Gave me hope
Turned it into despair
Memories emerge

I did anything
To make you understand
Make you feel the same

Spoiled you
Until you became rotten
No longer appreciated

The demons lurking
Shadows covered my heart
Luring me in

I gave my all
I couldn't fully grasp it
Completely exposed and vulnerable
Allured by empty promises

Over 2 years

I loved the wrong woman
Her demons has won
Love no longer lives

Buried alive