I have scars that are not shown easily
I keep my pain hidden
If i let you in to see its not conveniently
In my mind to open up is forbidden
Afraid to say the wrong thing
Makes me stay quiet
For I fear any pain it might bring
Its almost like a diet
I want to express my feelings
I want to be able to speak out more
I want to be able to let the words out without dreaming
To finally be able to know whats behind the next door
I have a few close hands to hold
For me to squeeze
You my friends are so bold
Because without you I would never be at ease
Not with my thoughts
Oh boy would the tears roll
Id feel like id never be able to connect the dots
Because I would be digging a never endless hole
I know you are here
Please never receive ignorance
Because you are special to me dear
Because silence for now is my preference
thank you for trying
It means so much
With each squeeze you are supplying
With each touch
You are cracking the silence
