Over

I was born from love
And raised with hate
Trying to change my ways
For my creators sake
How can I continue To repair
what's been done to me?
I've changed into someone
I was never meant to be
I've succumbed to pain
I never thought I'd be forced to feel
There is no hiding it
When your seeing what is real
These aren't standards I choose to live by
Nor things I can keep trying to accept
I couldn't show my soul if I wanted to
From feelings that are forced to be kept
They judge my ways
Not knowing how things used to be
I once cared for this planet
Before evil was brought to me
They say my spirit is cold
As if to them, I seem unfair
My love and energy was wasted
Along with troubles and despair
Take me to a place
Where the good never die
A place with honesty and trust
Away from ones who deceive and lie
Tell me what it feels like
To truly be in love
Without pain and heartbreak
With good futures to come of
In this reality, no one cares
This life I am made to live
Fed up with foolishness
Refusing to forgive
Novocaine to everything
Is all I can do
Showing minor to nothing
Is my only way through
Because this life has taught me
That no one really loves you
And the only thing I can rely on
Is the being thats above me and you
There is no happy people
There is no rainbows and pretty lands
Only clouds and narcissism
And sinners with demands
I'm done with condescenders
I want demons to stop their stalking
Nothing can save you people
I'm sick of talking