Diffident boy

Voices keep ringing in my head
pounding,screaming,bashing to get out
having you close feeds their intensity
as my mouth stutters when they all rush to reality

emotions,feelings thumps in my heart
yearning,pleading,longing to be felt
having you close feeds their intensity
as my body trembles when they all rush to reality
finally my system fell and all that dwells
mixed up voices,mixed up emotions
how can I tell, what do I do
a feeling to show
a song to sing
is it genuine, is it true
when all I could do is stutter and tremble next to you.