Nominated!

Man, this is good! Loved it, using anorexia and love together, brilliant!

Ugh. I will comment more later. This hits SO many emotions.

Love ya, Luce!

Excellent development
From hunger that rejects sustainable human connection, to chronic starvation of affection such that mere glimmers give rise to revulsion, to that dangerous slide into emotional catatonic death. Your final section, while suggesting that healing is possible also indicates the tremendous obstacle that must be overcome: her own refusal to accept that healing is at all desirable.

Pure genius.
Hungry for love, who isn't? Ll

Take care, Em

The feeling is so genuine that one would say to oneself: why did she share this much vulnerably with audience? the answer would be: she is attempting to free herself by sublimating them, as Freud put it, to the art, to poetry.
But another thought over power the first thought: she had all the time and chance to modify the feeling for the reason of making them more presentable to the audience. It is not like that she did it in front of live audience.

So which one is it? Do we use accessory to hide or modify our true feelings? Freud answer is too obvious.
But mine is that you , for example, would not do that, neither would I ( hopefully )
People cork their real feelings of beauty, therefor their real beauties, with accessories and make ups. Unless, using them are, called for, by the circumstances.